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"i use to be love drunk; but now i'm hungover"

can't take my eyes of you..

Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 12:00 PM


I can't take my eyes off the computer screen. Everytime I need to shut it off, there's a magnet that pulls me to stay right there infront of my favorite websites. Take note, what I'm saying is not a real magnet, but it's kinda like that. I usually indulge myself with great and tremendous sites..plus, Ulead (a photo editing program) more likely of Adobe Photoshop. It's heavenly. I feel like I'm there above; lying on the clouds. What a feeling of sublimity. The crunchiest news around, latest photos of my loves, blog updates and some online buddies. Those things..makes my day. If people say that long hours of using the pc is giving them stress, I'll contradict with that. It's actually a cure for my sickness. Embracing the world.wide.web. is the greatest event that ever happened to my life as for now. I met nice people which I consider as my sisters. Oh yeah..we're pretend-sisters. We share our thoughts together; that's only in the CEFC forum. In multiply,crunchyroll, friendster and also in other forums..I also met new friends because of the common interests that we have. You know, Sponge Cola, Fahrenheit, S.H.E., Sam Concepcion, Joshua Dionisio..Is that too much?..no! I now profess that I owe a lot the pc or should I say internet?..nah, because if there's no pc, then, there will also be no internet. Right? I couldn't imagine living in this world without a pc. I know I'm too exaggerating..indeed,I can live with such scenario but, if it will exceed into months..I don't know what's gonna happen to me. Maybe, I'll be drowned with misery..toinks!


--xoxo,
mitchinary

know thy daughter, mom..

Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 5:33 PM


Since the day I was born, the first step that I made, the day I started going to school, you were always there. You were there when I needed you. You treated me your own...but now, all of those memories are fading..Yes, you're still there by my side. You cook the most delectable meals for me. You sends me to your alma mater every morning. You give me my daily allowance,but then, I feel that it's not enough. You don't know me anymore. It seems like you're there physically but mentally, you're off to somewhere. I'm not saying that you're one crazy chicken lah. It's just that you keep on pushing me farther even though I cannot reach it anymore. You have high expectations from me. You know what, I cannot take this anymore. I'm dying. I'm not as intelligent as those people you look up to. I'm not a bookworm. I'm not like the others who puts all of their time and effort in reading.I'm not studious. Can't you see the fact that I'm like this, an average gal, the mediocre one? You should know me better now. Please stop this kind of discrimination to me. Please accept me for who I am..


--xoxo,
mitchinary

the wrong side of me

@ 5:08 PM


"Nakasimangot ka na lang palagi
Parang ikaw lang ang nag-mamay-ari
Ng lahat ng sama ng loob

Pagmumukha mo ay hindi maipinta
Nakalimutan mo na bang tumawa
Eh, sumasayad na ang nguso mo sa lupa"


That song represents myself for it shows the habitual things that I do.
It seems like the problems in the world crushes me each day. It seems like I'm the
type of person who never laughs out loud. Yes, I'm a killjoy but it doesn't mean
that I cannot anymore laugh even with the silliest jokes around. I don't know what
has got me into this stinky situation. I just believe that this is the real me, It's my nature
and nobody can change it unless I myself will do such thing.


--xoxo,
mitchinary

first time to handle a laptop

Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 8:29 PM


haha.Yeah. Last Sunday, I was able to hold and manipulate a laptop for the very first time.
It's my sister's "pinky." She named it pinky and she proudly says it's her new baby. Well,
she really doesn't have a child of her own, but, her first baby I think was a pillow with the character Pucca in it. I was ignorant in handling it. I didn't know where to press. I didn't
know how to select. I kept on calling my uncle and I keep on uttering zen me ban?--
but, in our own dialect. I feel like crazy. I felt I was like a child again--learning new stuffs,
being curious and all. There are a lot of songs in it in different genres., a lot of new and never before seen games which I don't even know how to play. I'm not a ctually a gamer. But, Alas!
There's no Microsoft Office installed in her new gadget. Where on Earth will she type her
documents now? Nevertheless, she's very happy with her new baby. Her expression of joy
is priceless. I also want one! but, not yet at this very moment. I still don't have the bling and the guts to have one. Laptops are very sensitive and I don't have what it takes to be an owner
of such thing. I'll also have mine at the right moment.




--xoxo,
mitchinary

Democracy in need!!!

@ 8:17 PM


I thought we are living in a democratic country; yet, we don't have this so called
"FREEDOM!" "Speak to me in english." uttered almost everyone in the class.
What a nonsense commotion! We are forced to speak in a language that all
of us are not really into. They're making us their slaves! They're making our lives
miserable. Imagine, when you speak in the dialect, you'll have to clean the windows;
and if you exceed within the limit of 50 letters, you'll have to clean the comfort
room. This isn't fair enough. If they want us to speak in English, they must do this in a
manner that every individual around them will not suffer in any case. Damn it! It's not
because that we are in SSC, we can speak straight English. My God! We have different
tounges. We can't just go beyond their expectations if we can't even reach it. I certainly
disagree with this rule. PERIOD.




--xoxo,
mitchinary

Do you believe in reincarnation?

@ 8:02 PM


My sister asked me yesterday if I do believe in this thing. I was stopped
in silence. Then, she asked me again; "do you believe that a part of you
was also a part of an animal or a human being years ago?"..this time,
I answered her back, and I said "maybe." As for me, reincarnation is
somewhat confusing and it feels like your mind is trembling when
you think of it. A lot of us believe that it is only a myth or a belief. Well,
we can't blame ourselves if we don't believe in it...'cause we haven't seen
such phenomenon; mind you, to see is to believe. Is it really true
that love is beyond the limit of our life? Perhaps reincarnation will still
remain very mystical until such event will just boom right in front of
our sight...




--xoxo,
mitchinary

music__my life

@ 6:41 PM



Music as we all know is the science or art of combining tones into a composition having structure and continuity;but for me..it's my passion. It my passion not because I write songs or I play a lot of musical instruments..but because I can express myself and my emotions through music,I can rely on it. Sometimes, when I do have problems and I just can't shout it to the world..there is this something that is like my imaginary friend..that I go to..it's like I cry to music's shoulder and music wipes my tears. It's pathetic that I'm comparing music to a friend...but hey, it really is..Whether you ask all generations..music will always be a part of them. It will never lose track.Music is always there. Music is more than a friend, a tropa or a barkada..because..music will not leave you just because of simple misunderstandings..It will just be by your side..to accompany you in sickness and in health,for richer or for poorer...till death do you part...


I love music..It's my life and no one
could ever replace it or take it
away from me..




--xoxo,
mitchinary

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