Back!
Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 7:29 PM
I've been gone for a while. Two months to be exact. My mind took a vacation somewhere. Seriously, whenever I start writing, I don't know what's the next thing that I'll do; But now, I'm back. For good? I don't really know. My calendar says my quarterly examination will take place this August. So, I'll be quite "busy-busyhan" again. But anyway, I'm back to blab. Though there aren't much to talk about now.
I WANT TO MOVE!
I just thought of migrating a few days back. My family but me doesn't have any plans on living in some far away land. I just want to move NOW. I want to have a new life, new friends. NEW-- just anything new. I'm already tired of seeing the same places, and meeting the same nosy people. I'm not afraid to face circumstances that may come. I've been through it lots of times already. I'm not anymore afraid to face a new pace in life. What I know is, I'm being bombard with so much dilemma. I feel gloomy every time. That is why my only wish is to move right away. I want to paint a smile on my face; But I can't. Neither somebody can. Maybe in there, I can find happiness.
What do you do when you have a very boring subject? You tend to do something else. Right? That is why, in my Biotechnology class, I insisted on making something else. I tried writing a song. But it didn't turn out to be a song 'cause it only consists ten lines. Let's just say, it isn't finished yet. XD And, I made another one but I lost it. I was thinking of my very own sunbae that time.
I've found you
My one and only angel
We're connected
As the sun kisses the sea
Your smile that shines like silver
Makes my rainy days disappear
You've opened up my mind to reality
And also my heart to feel your love
Your voice that serves as my lullaby
Will forever be at peace
We're connected
As the sun kisses the sea
Your smile that shines like silver
Makes my rainy days disappear
You've opened up my mind to reality
And also my heart to feel your love
Your voice that serves as my lullaby
Will forever be at peace
I also feel frustrated right now. I wasn't qualified for CAT. When I didn't hear my name, I acted as if it's nothing. "Hey. I shouldn't feel sad." I thought. But in the latter part, I realized it's a big lost. I wanted to kill someone that time. I wanted to roll over the floor and cry like a kid. Though I know I can't do that. Why is it have to be like this? I'm now ashamed of myself. But I don't know if the examination was really fair and square 'cause I heard somebody gossiping before. It was like this.
P1: Did you take the test? Batch 1 or Batch 2?
P2: Yeah. I did. I was on Batch 1.
P1: Oh. I was the one who corrected your classmate's paper. She got a score like this, but I deducted three points from it because she didn't follow the instructions.
P1: Oh. Poor her.
P2: But "this" person warned us before that if the one who'll give the examination will say, write your section, just write your section and don't put your year level.
In my mind, I already knew that the person they were talking about had an insight on what the test would be. And that was a great insult on me, on us. He has so many Senior friends and what do you think would be the result? They'll give him clues. That's too much! That's soooo unfair. And having a batch 2 is also unfair. Their reason for establishing a batch 2 is for the people who didn't get at the testing center for the said day because of the storm. Why didn't they just postponed the examination and pushed it through at a day when all the examinees are present?
P1: Did you take the test? Batch 1 or Batch 2?
P2: Yeah. I did. I was on Batch 1.
P1: Oh. I was the one who corrected your classmate's paper. She got a score like this, but I deducted three points from it because she didn't follow the instructions.
P1: Oh. Poor her.
P2: But "this" person warned us before that if the one who'll give the examination will say, write your section, just write your section and don't put your year level.
In my mind, I already knew that the person they were talking about had an insight on what the test would be. And that was a great insult on me, on us. He has so many Senior friends and what do you think would be the result? They'll give him clues. That's too much! That's soooo unfair. And having a batch 2 is also unfair. Their reason for establishing a batch 2 is for the people who didn't get at the testing center for the said day because of the storm. Why didn't they just postponed the examination and pushed it through at a day when all the examinees are present?
--xoxo,
mitchinary
mitchinary
I go by the name of Michelle.
Mitchie, Angela? It’s your choice.
Grows young every 9th of August.
Lives in the pearl of the orient seas;
But wants to get out of here now.
I’m mediocre, weird, naughty, outcast,
and a nomad.
I'm gullible most of the time.
now that you know, don't abuse it.