i'm afraid for the new day to come

Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 8:45 PM

Everytime I wake up, I couldn't help myself but to cry and if I think of the possibilities that will come anew, I cry even more. I don't know what's really up with me. Is there any sort of problem that I'm going through? Or is it that I'm really weird? Or more of a psycho? I'm so tired of trying to fit in with all of these people! I'm so tired of being alone in the corner of the room. I'm so tired of
being the slow learner in class. I'm so tired with all of these things. I cannot anymore breathe. Why am I like this? Why am I even born and living? If I myself cannot walk in the right path. If I cannot even stand alone when I fall. It's like I'm living in a world that goes to nowhere; a world of darkness. For I'm living a life not worth living for. I'm nothing but the dumbest person alive. I'm nothing but a crap. So, this explains why I'm afraid for another day to come. I'm afraid that I'll make another mistake again. I'm afraid of what the other people will say or think about me. I'm afraid that each day would turn out to be a disaster.

wake up call

Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 8:48 PM

Rankings of the students had been casted yesterday and there was a bit of change. Our supposed to be valedictorian crashed in the third place; while our second placer last school year soared high to the top spot. Hey, I feel like I'm counting down songs. haha. And as usual, I'm nowhere to be found in the top ten. Don't ever dare to react. I know what you'll say..but please, stop! I'm such a stupid brainless creature. REALITY. I don't know but I have this feeling of disappointment. A feeling I should never feel at this moment. Then, I asked myself, why should I even feel disappointment if I am not in the position to feel such way. I'm a nobody and what people think of me is just a small person who doesn't know anything. Nevertheless, I congratulate all of those who
belong to the top ten and deserves it alright. Everyone including me is looking up to you now.

Reflection: Strive harder and you might just want to join them in their journey reaching the top!

peace in our nation..

Friday, September 5, 2008 @ 8:52 PM

With all of the nature's revenge, corruption, then came a war between the government and a group who wants to form a new nation. this means that an enormous part of Mindanao will unite with each other and have one name. Hey, I'm not saying that the islands will merge like that of Pangea. So, I'm thinking now that this certain problem is another addition to our country's BIGGER problem. They do want their petition to be granted like anyone of us who longs for something and wants to get it as soon as possible; but their longing is not worth it. Now, what does a child do when he doesn't get what he wants?He cries. You might be asking: What's the relevance of the child to the topic? The answer is simple; they're more of a child. When they don't get what they want, they kill our soldiers, they murder civilians..what the hell are they doing to the whole humanity? See, they're more of a child. They're reckless intruders..What we need is peace..PEACE!

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