i'm afraid for the new day to come

Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 8:45 PM

Everytime I wake up, I couldn't help myself but to cry and if I think of the possibilities that will come anew, I cry even more. I don't know what's really up with me. Is there any sort of problem that I'm going through? Or is it that I'm really weird? Or more of a psycho? I'm so tired of trying to fit in with all of these people! I'm so tired of being alone in the corner of the room. I'm so tired of
being the slow learner in class. I'm so tired with all of these things. I cannot anymore breathe. Why am I like this? Why am I even born and living? If I myself cannot walk in the right path. If I cannot even stand alone when I fall. It's like I'm living in a world that goes to nowhere; a world of darkness. For I'm living a life not worth living for. I'm nothing but the dumbest person alive. I'm nothing but a crap. So, this explains why I'm afraid for another day to come. I'm afraid that I'll make another mistake again. I'm afraid of what the other people will say or think about me. I'm afraid that each day would turn out to be a disaster.

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